DIE DIE!!!! help anyone..

ARGHHHHH...CAN ANYONE HELP????WHY?????
ARGHHHHH... STREESSS!!!!WALAU EH.....OPINIONS ANYONE?



ok that doesnt make me feel better...dunno why ppl do it when stressed but for me doesnt work..haha..
ok so here goes..how does it feel like to be the organiser but fail to make it..haiz..shit...
why have to clash???why huzai, why??
ok... chalet or MTC?
lets break it down further..


Chalet,
1. im the co organiser
2. last time not organiser but failed to make it
3. and further back main organiser but gt grounded 1 day before the thing and didnt even show up
4. long time since i saw my old cca buddies

well bcoz of the reasons above im preety much screwed if i dont make it being their hierachy and all..

now

MTC,
1. bcoz i signed up?
2. bcoz i meant to go there and meet new people?
3. bcoz i want to have fun?
4. bcoz i have no other reason to give?

welll i mpretty much SCREWED!!!!ARGH!!!!